I went back to work today and I think I definitely over did it! I'm not really sure what my restrictions are except I know I can't workout until next week and I'm not suppose to be lifting heavy things or reaching up high. Tonight I was making an over easy egg and I got the oil too hot. When I went to drop the egg in, hot oil sputtered out all over my arm. My instant reaction was to JERK my arm back and sure enough I felt a stabbing pain in my chest. I really hope I didn't rip my internal stitches or cause any damage! But what could I do? It was a knee-jerk reaction. I must be more careful!
I'm not really sure how I feel about my new boobs either. I keep finding myself staring at them and wondering if they are so big because of swelling or if this is my new, real size. I'm not sure that I dislike the current size as much as I dislike how much the bra hurts me. I also realize that I do this every time one thing ends and another things begins. I reread some of my old blog posts and after each major milestone or change, I did the whole emotional roller coaster thing. I'm just trying to cut myself some slack, allow myself to have a pity party over the bra sitch and realize that I know that I will truly love my new boobies one day....hopefully REALLY soon!