In my last post I think I mentioned that my doc wants me to be a full C and put in a 385 cc implant. I am VERY concerned about that # and size only because I already feel so big but I think it's because the expander is so wide and oddly shaped and now they sit UP like a shelf; not that they sagged before (I didn't have enough) but they were just a totally different shape. You can see in my 5 week post-op pics that from the side they look much bigger than the front view; or is it just me? My doc has been in the industry for over 30 years so I feel confident that he knows what he is doing but I did kindly remind him that I am not trying to be a porn star in my next life so please be modest, LOL. We had a good laugh and then he pulled out a 500 cc implant and held it up to my chest. WOAH, that sucker was big on my small chest!
I am still very torn about the nipple reconstruction surgery vs. just doing the 3D tattooing of the nipple and areola. He said at my "young" age I should definitely do the NR and that he doesn't think I'll be happy or complete if I just do the tattooing. UGH! Luckily I have a lot of time to make that decision.
This week I went back to my teaching job and boy has it been a rough one, especially with my expansion pain, but I made it. Tonight I got to meet my 19 brand new babies that will forever change me as a person. That is probably one of the best parts of being a teacher. Not just that you, as the teacher can touch and change a life for forever but how much the kids can actually teach YOU! I am so NOT looking forward to those 5:30 AM alarm clocks next week though. WEEKEND, HERE I COME!!!!!!!!